Thursday, September 24, 2009 / 9/24/2009 12:55:00 PM
At first, may i hav a laugh at myself?? Hahaha, a crazy and stupid girl who finally over-stressed and cant help herself to sleep! Till late at night! What a funny rumour is that...
I guess the only way i could express myself is writting in this blog. Listening to music and playing guitar don't help anymore.
PMR, PMR and PMR!
This is what comes into my mind once i close my eyes.
At this moment, i'm writting this post, I'm already exhausted and sleepy...
But unfortunately, i just cant sleep.
I messaged my brother, talked to him and finally he slept,
but wasnt me...
I'm very scared, struggling, frastrated, sick and still the same...
My night mare has just started!
PMR, PMR and still PMR...
God, help me!! I'm really worried...
PMR, PMR and PMR...
Written by me at 3:57a.m. Labels: scareness, worried
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 / 9/22/2009 01:37:00 AM
2 days ago, I came back to the place i'm born,
same place but different buildings.
Half year, i had not go back,
it changes a lot, developing into a modern town.
The beautiful lake garden located at the town centre,
rebuilt and reconstructed,
but the lake was still there.
My childhood,
jogging and playing there.
My old days in my old home,
memories were still freshly remembered,
special occasion dinner held here,
crowded by friends and families.
time i spended with my granny here,
farming, playing, singing and dancing.
The old 'kopitiam',
still fully sitted by oldies and young children.
the 'teh O' i always had,
taste like the old's.
I stopped by, and walked down the street.
it was peaceful but i felt the bitterness,
senting her last way up the hill,
by this road...Labels: bitterness, refreshments
Friday, September 18, 2009 / 9/18/2009 03:00:00 AM
Some of them said i've change... Did i? gone better or worst??? Yea, i sensed that too!! In different aspects... sigh...
I started to study hard...
for myself or for Bryan??
No idea!
Maybe just not to disappoint them.
I tried so hard to chuck his timetable
in my schedule... Always!
Do exactly what he demanded...
obsess?? not really!
Cried sadly with my guitar playing.
Stupid? kind of...
Disappointment often feels my heart!
Over demanding... think so
Never argue with my mum.
Imposible but it seems true...
Begun to feel for her,
always be thankful...
i should and i know!
Hah? so I've changed?
Yes, i do...
What do u think??
Labels: curiousy
Friday, September 11, 2009 / 9/11/2009 08:23:00 AM
Day by day...
Months by months...
Everything happens all at once...
I sighed for the sick of love,
I panic for the coming exam,
I cried for the stress i've got.
Time ticks away,
The candles burn down,
But on this moment, i'm empty...
No hopes, no opportunity, no happiness!
My life's meaningless, colourless,
Just as i'm blind folded.
Where's my light? my glimmers of hope? my guidiance???
I needed... to live my life to the fullest!!
Colour label: blue ( down & lost)
Sunshine of her PERSONALITY
CASANDRA, an average of 16 years who act "older' then she is
She's independent & cool... Hopefully not being prima dona-ish?!
Only live with her principle " Need not bother about useless stuff "
She maybe tougher than she looks and enjoy her own reality story
This little girl do believe >>> she carves her own destiny with the bless of nature & god
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
Use your own pen
create your very own, lovely stories...