Hey.... I read your blog moments ago. You seemed to be having some serious matter on your life. I knew it was hard for you to not adapt to thier culture there. They play lot still and very relaxing. Is that that way you actually felt you're lost in? Not being the one you used to be here? The hard-working, dedicated and the one who was always clear with her targets?! I think you should really sit down and think wise... What's the exact problem you're facing... You can always ask for my opinion although we're far apart... I know you can definately receive my message as we're always connected to each other deep inside. Do not fear of all sorts of obstacles that your going through, I bet you can surely solve it. Because... THAT'S WHO YOU ARE... All this situation will soon be gone. You'll find your way bacause God will always leave you a window open. " FIND THE RAINBOW WHEN IT RAINS "... Don't give up girl... We love you, and we always are... I'll try to online this wednesday to have a little chat with you... Bought my mic, couldn't wait to hear your voice XD  GAMBATE, SISSY!!! TAKE CARE..