Monday, March 22, 2010 / 3/22/2010 07:25:00 AM
Hey.... I read your blog moments ago. You seemed to be having some serious matter on your life. I knew it was hard for you to not adapt to thier culture there. They play lot still and very relaxing. Is that that way you actually felt you're lost in? Not being the one you used to be here? The hard-working, dedicated and the one who was always clear with her targets?! I think you should really sit down and think wise... What's the exact problem you're facing... You can always ask for my opinion although we're far apart... I know you can definately receive my message as we're always connected to each other deep inside. Do not fear of all sorts of obstacles that your going through, I bet you can surely solve it. Because... THAT'S WHO YOU ARE... All this situation will soon be gone. You'll find your way bacause God will always leave you a window open. " FIND THE RAINBOW WHEN IT RAINS "... Don't give up girl... We love you, and we always are... I'll try to online this wednesday to have a little chat with you... Bought my mic, couldn't wait to hear your voice XD GAMBATE, SISSY!!! TAKE CARE..
Labels: courages n love for a fren
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 / 3/09/2010 06:58:00 AM
I met one of my ex-tuition class mate on a new year open house of my mum's boss. I didnt used to talk to him in tuition centre last time but we did for now. We almost chatted everyday untill my mum keep mumbling me again on those stuff. I found, she had doubts on persuading me not to chat with him so often because she asked us to exchange to number at first. I was already very busy and troublesome now. I can't really tolerate the way she approached me, commanding me and checking on me. Seems like she's the one who had those "love- love" thingy in her mind but not me... Totally and absolutely not... At this important moment... Her actions really irritates me a lot, "sorry to say that, mum."
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Form 4's a honey-moon year... I'm ambivalent... I'm sort of busy at all time. Wondering what exactly was occupying most of my time.
I have homeworks, need to study, got St. John foot drill, campaign, librarian duties, EVERYTHING... I'm so tired and exhausted everyday... Thinking what can actually boost up my energy?! * rolling my eye and think* Besides, I got the worst marks ever in my life on the first term's monthly test... How could it be?
I couldn't surpass myself!!! I keep asking myself...' WHY?' What had actually happened that made me did this sort of mistake? I totally lost my confident. Ever since I got my results, I'm not happy and worried. Leaving in fear every single day... sighed... I'm really really tired... Have to give myself another reflexion...
Labels: exhaustion, fear, irritants
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 / 3/03/2010 02:18:00 AM
At first, I was quite worried about my exam as it's a new formats and subjects. I put much affords on them... but still a little lazy... XD I try to sneak out with my aunt every single time I want to study?! Doesn't that sounds fun? On one hand I promised to study well and on the other hand, I was trying to escape from the reality... Anyway, It'd finally gone through.
I spend the most time studying Biology, quite interesting actually, whereas only started on my Sejarah at the very last minute... What happened to me? That used to be my favorite subject? What's wrong with me?, I kept muttering to myself... I bet I'd last interest in it because it's kindna boring... Well, dont care about that at this moment...
Hell ya, my add maths!!!!! @.@!!! I'm so dead... Think I'm going to fail it... I left quite a lot of blanks... But I did do revision and exercises, maybe I'd just not sure which is the correct application of the formulae on the questions... Sighed.When I was doing the paper,
I was sweating like hell... Stupid me?! Alright, kindna lazy to type longer, need to have some rest because I totally lost my voice... X( Tata...*waving*
Labels: nervous, worried and sick
Sunshine of her PERSONALITY
CASANDRA, an average of 16 years who act "older' then she is
She's independent & cool... Hopefully not being prima dona-ish?!
Only live with her principle " Need not bother about useless stuff "
She maybe tougher than she looks and enjoy her own reality story
This little girl do believe >>> she carves her own destiny with the bless of nature & god
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
Use your own pen
create your very own, lovely stories...