Tuesday, March 9, 2010 / 3/09/2010 06:58:00 AM
I met one of my ex-tuition class mate on a new year open house of my mum's boss. I didnt used to talk to him in tuition centre last time but we did for now. We almost chatted everyday untill my mum keep mumbling me again on those stuff. I found, she had doubts on persuading me not to chat with him so often because she asked us to exchange to number at first. I was already very busy and troublesome now. I can't really tolerate the way she approached me, commanding me and checking on me. Seems like she's the one who had those "love- love" thingy in her mind but not me... Totally and absolutely not... At this important moment... Her actions really irritates me a lot, "sorry to say that, mum."
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Form 4's a honey-moon year... I'm ambivalent... I'm sort of busy at all time. Wondering what exactly was occupying most of my time.
I have homeworks, need to study, got St. John foot drill, campaign, librarian duties, EVERYTHING... I'm so tired and exhausted everyday... Thinking what can actually boost up my energy?! * rolling my eye and think* Besides, I got the worst marks ever in my life on the first term's monthly test... How could it be?
I couldn't surpass myself!!! I keep asking myself...' WHY?' What had actually happened that made me did this sort of mistake? I totally lost my confident. Ever since I got my results, I'm not happy and worried. Leaving in fear every single day... sighed... I'm really really tired... Have to give myself another reflexion...
Labels: exhaustion, fear, irritants
Friday, December 18, 2009 / 12/18/2009 06:41:00 AM
Sigh, I'm typing this post with my little strength left after going out the whole day. It was a hard opportunity to have my mum on leave to shop with me. We went to The Curve together without the disturbance of my evil, naughty little dumpy brother. *evil giggle* The main purpose that we went there was to change my slipper. I finally bought a suitable and comfortable sllipper >>> Hush Puppies! ( owh, I love the doggy! ) Then, we went for sushi at Sakae Sushi... the cheapest sushi ever... especially the salmon! ( my favorite ) After that, I pulled my mum to Borders for some books hunting. I bought a book I'd demanded for months >>> THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA. OMG, I hate M'sia. If they really encourage us to study more, why can't they just lower down the price of books? Damn freaking expansive. =.=!!
At night, I went to my relatives open house dinner. Wow, his house was quite big and have plenty of spaces. But I'm suprised that he didn't buy many furnitures for his beautiful " dream house"... Then I saw someone that shocked me quite a while... He's a boy from my skool... Same age but different class! Can't imagine K.L was such a small place and I would met him there. Alright, my uncle complained bout I'm blocking his line.. Go to quit, Bye...
Labels: evenful, exhaustion
Sunshine of her PERSONALITY
CASANDRA, an average of 16 years who act "older' then she is
She's independent & cool... Hopefully not being prima dona-ish?!
Only live with her principle " Need not bother about useless stuff "
She maybe tougher than she looks and enjoy her own reality story
This little girl do believe >>> she carves her own destiny with the bless of nature & god
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
Use your own pen
create your very own, lovely stories...
