Tuesday, March 9, 2010 / 3/09/2010 06:58:00 AM
I met one of my ex-tuition class mate on a new year open house of my mum's boss. I didnt used to talk to him in tuition centre last time but we did for now. We almost chatted everyday untill my mum keep mumbling me again on those stuff. I found, she had doubts on persuading me not to chat with him so often because she asked us to exchange to number at first. I was already very busy and troublesome now. I can't really tolerate the way she approached me, commanding me and checking on me. Seems like she's the one who had those "love- love" thingy in her mind but not me... Totally and absolutely not... At this important moment... Her actions really irritates me a lot, "sorry to say that, mum."
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Form 4's a honey-moon year... I'm ambivalent... I'm sort of busy at all time. Wondering what exactly was occupying most of my time.
I have homeworks, need to study, got St. John foot drill, campaign, librarian duties, EVERYTHING... I'm so tired and exhausted everyday... Thinking what can actually boost up my energy?! * rolling my eye and think* Besides, I got the worst marks ever in my life on the first term's monthly test... How could it be?
I couldn't surpass myself!!! I keep asking myself...' WHY?' What had actually happened that made me did this sort of mistake? I totally lost my confident. Ever since I got my results, I'm not happy and worried. Leaving in fear every single day... sighed... I'm really really tired... Have to give myself another reflexion...
Labels: exhaustion, fear, irritants
Sunshine of her PERSONALITY
CASANDRA, an average of 16 years who act "older' then she is
She's independent & cool... Hopefully not being prima dona-ish?!
Only live with her principle " Need not bother about useless stuff "
She maybe tougher than she looks and enjoy her own reality story
This little girl do believe >>> she carves her own destiny with the bless of nature & god
Look at the stars, and not the reflection of the moon.
Use your own pen
create your very own, lovely stories...